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The following testimony is an ongoing journey of inner-discovery, healing and transformation that may inspire other suffering humans in a similar wave, specially those going through depression and auto-immune problems. The Truth is far more profound than you ever imagined. So, let´s go step by step, starting from the beginning.
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Seed of true Being
Nothing in true Reality lacks origin and purpose. The original Uni-verse, unlike this false world, is like a Living Tree which emanates from a singular Primordial Origin whose Essence contains its whole development, just as the trees and their fruits are contained in their seeds. We can call it Tree of Lives.
Likewise, every person with a seed of true conscience has a Personal Song to unfold, an Adamic Soul destiny, being integrated in the Tree of Lives where we must grow as divine offspring of the All Being, in whom we move, live and have our being...we are His Lineage (Acts 17), sharing its force of unconditional Love, unaltered Life and pure Conscience, the link with the whole Universe and its Primordial Source.
The Personal Song is what many came to develop, but we always have trouble remembering, for after oblivion our hearts get filled with sadness, anxiety, fear, anger, anesthesias and resentments that make us sick.
After being born on this false world, with Seed of the Tree of Lives, such pure Essence begins to be repressed and corrupted by the so-called education of human culture, which includes ritualistic religion, morals and utilitarian science, forging the mask of false Personality instead of a true one.
In my case, from an early age, in spite of a few traumatic experiences, soul inside always felt connected to something greater and more intelligent than the habitual ego personality full of fears and limitations. Even childhood memories spoke of being a pure Light within a greater Light, a "light embryo" surrrounded by a dark space, feeling suspended on the arms and lap of an immensely wiser and full of indescribable Loving Serene Light. One could do nothing but remain staticly amazed in such Light.
However, it was not always easy to rememeber these insights, how much less to understand them. My body was often filled with a powerful vital energy that specially concentrated on the heart, and as the personality did not find a way to express this fully, it became nervous energy, making me restless and frustrated.
My then still unconscious person believed and absorbed other´s opinions: this kid is not suitable for higher education, this boy is stupid...The typical labels that inflict complexes of inferiority and soul illnesses which then manifest as physical problems.
At some point my personality even believed to be autistic, until I found such Western concept can be very deceptive, since many types of symptoms are misdiagnosed as autism, when within the autistic spectrum there can be a misinterpreted high potential of conscious soul evolution, as even psychiatrist Kazimierz Dabrowski demonstrated.
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In my case, it was not lacking expression or having physical-mental disabilities, but rather a huge amount of vital energy, hyperfocal mind, a tremendous musical talent and a different way of thinking and understanding, which took me decades to understand, experiencing a huge liberation and healing.
That capacity for self-healing wasn´t even new. As a young lad one even came to live what miracles of healing. At the age of twelve that boy one was recovered instantly from a tremendous ankle injury, after drinking with faith waters from a sacred fountain in the Pyrenees, and I don´t think it was just the waters.
Overtime this led my personality to realize how powerful the true Living energy is when it manifests with the conscious Love that opens a space for the Truth of the Holy Father/Mother. Something Master Yeshua already demonstrated 2000 years ago, in spite of all the misunderstandings of institucionalized religion.
Cry of An Adamic Soul
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Due to the repression of the Flow of Life, we carry deep wounds that prevent us from living as Beings of true Light connected to the Original Source of Life, behaving rather as heirs of ancestral "fallen children".
Great human traumas come from ancestral Sons of Light that lacking understanding fell into the world of Time and developed a Tree of Knowledge, governed by the so called Ancient Serpent with Sophianic intelligence. As king Salomon said in Proverbs 9, she build her own house, raised her seven pillars, laid her table, killed her victims, mixed her wines (genetics).
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And this ancestral wound was inherited by the Adam in Gan Eden, what led that soul humanity to fall deeper into this dense realm. This was known as "inherited transgression", and manifests in each adamic soul to be healed with unconditional Love, self-giving Life, Conscience and Serenity of the a New Adam Soul.
Yet this generates tension between the earthly and heavenly currents of energy which are opposite in nature, since one is willing to give while the other only wants to receive selfishly, being known as Serpent energy since ancient days. And the tremendous meeting of these two opposing energies is a contradiction to be resolved.
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​This is why some souls feel a mysterious "anxiety" and "frustration", longing to express something deep and merge with a lost pole, knowing we came to do something in particular, but unable to remember it, suffering much in the process.
Trying to escape this torment many deviate from their original life mission, attracting accidental events that sink the soul even deeper into isolation.
In my case, around 1997 one began to dive into the Wisdom of the East and West, into teachings very few hear about. And the one that got his attention the most was a Universal Teaching of Armonía and Vibrations brought by G.I. Gurdjieff, although it was known in pre-historic times, before the confusion of languages, codified in the Old and New Testaments: In the Origin was the Word/Holy Vibration (John 1:1).
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Soul Memories in the Tree of Lives
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Around 1998 that young man started to remember deep childhood episodes, having dreams as well as new visions, recalling flying as a free spirit above regions of the earth and the Universe, witnessing incredible scenes, meeting wise ancestors of different races that telepatically told his soul amazing stories of the universe. Yet the young lad could barely rememeber them after coming into the so called "waking state", which is not "waking" at all, since the human garment usually lives like a zombi, ignoring parallel dimensions of time and the Divine Soul realm, where communication is timeless and non-verbal.
However, around 1999 the soul of such young man felt the urge to experience life further, and the place of initiation was clear: old Emerald Island, Ireland.
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Since a very early age his soul felt mysteriously attracted to the Celtic culture, specially its music. And this interest led me to start learning to play some Celtic instruments, as Galician bagpipes and Whistles. So at the age of 18 one left Spain alone to study English, Irish Music and a bit of Classical Music Theory in Dublin.
His soul felt deeply linked to this magical place known in ancient times as Eire and Iberiu, almost like Iberia, its old sister. Coincidently, in old Erin one began to live all sorts of sychronicities, getting quickly into contact with people and Irish friends mysteriously related to each other. Many years later he began to guess some of them were "branches" and "leaves" of my personal Divine Soul family, which now remain apart, perhaps to spread "divine seeds" further.
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By then he knew the Celts had arrived into Eire from Iberia (Spain). Actually, once on the island, a good friend and great Irish flutist, even told the young lad about the story of two brothers who crossed the ocean from Spain to Ireland, a story that intrigued him.
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Unfortunately, by that time his personality did not know Iberia had been thus called because it was a land where some Hebrew people arrived, members of the legendary Ten Lost Tribes of Israel, which after falling prey of religious idol worship, their souls separated from the Divine Family or Tree of Life, and their souls became part of what the Scriptures call "The Whore of Babylon", together with the tribes of Judah and Levi, and later Romanized Christianity, all of which fell prey of the ritualistic and dualistic synchretism/mixtures of Egytpian, Babylonian, Greek religion, which today still dominate human culture.
Yet listeners may have to wait patiently to taste the secrets that were already revealed in the forgotten Language of Almah or Maiden Soul. All of which not only explains the origin of cultures, but also many diseases that flood humanity.
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For the moment, just keep in mind that in Ancient teachings humans are seen as "trees", even in the New Testament, where a blind man is healed by Yeshua and he starts seeing men as trees. And we can remain as perishing trees in the Family of Death or remember the Light we are immortal Essence of the Living Tree of Love, Life, Conscience and Serenity.
This is why the prophets spoke of the need to reintegrate the wild olive branches into the Original Olive Tree of Life from which they fell.
And how do we get reintegrated into Life? Well, simply by re-membering wholeness, which is the only way of having the slightest chance of escaping the Wheel of Disease and Death.
Didn´t the Master communicate The Way almost no one understood?
I am the Vine and you are the branches (John 14)
The words that I have spoken to you are spirit and they are Life ...He who eats my Word-Teaching and drinks my vital essence, remain in me and I in Him (John 6:63)
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Gestation of A Divine Child
Now, still ignoring much about the origin of old soul baggage and what the true Being of Light came for, that young man left Ireland in 2001. Then a deep part of himself felt even more sorrowful, as if fears to remain in the island and face responsibilities alone had changed or broken some plan.
By then, an old fallen soul felt as a weary "old lady", whereas a luminous divine Child-Soul was still too "embryonic". His Love, Light, Life and Serenity were not fully in charge yet. The earthly personality was still too young to contain them all fully, ignoring these had to fuse together or remain in constant struggle under a nameless suffering.
I am again in the anguish of childbirth
until the Anointed [Child] is formed in you (Galatians 4:19)
Guessing this truth even vaguely, he began to get deepply involved in spiritual practice through contemplative meditation, sacred gymnastics, and Inner Christianity (i.e Hesycasm and The Work inspired by the teacher of sacred dances G.I.Gurdjieff).
By that time he learnt to relax the body and balance currents of opposite energy, finding deeper states of inner calm.
As a result of those first searches and spiritual works, memories arose that had remained buried, some of them while laying down on relaxation, or during the sleeping hours. And among them was that of an enigmatic origin: the vision of childhood being a pure light within a greater Light, suspended in an indescribable Love.
In addition to those early insights, much deeper visions came to him in lucid dreams. Some were non-verbal, in company of an enigmatic silent woman, who almost always showed him Trees or a Tree full of indescribable synesthetic subtle tones, in a beautiful land difficult to describe, in planes higher than the astral World of Formation Yetzirah. There he always felt an enormous expansion, freedom and unity will the All.
Thus he understood it was not a "deceiving encounter", but could barely guess what she was trying to communicate with her silent and suggestive language. It took many years to guess.
Despite the confidence these memories brought, it all was followed by great sadness and longing to live more fully, feeling as losing part of himself.
"Heaven or earth, who am I?", he began to wonder one day. Clear answers were hard to find, since here truths are mixed with lies, and one must learn to discern them both.
He did not know this was the beginning of what the Hebrew sages called Ibur or Gestion of the Being of true unfallen Light, which is emanated as a ray from the All Being, as an aid to rescue those who got lost in the chaos of this world:
See that you do not despise one of these little ones, because I tell you that their messengers in the heavens always contemplate the face of my Father who is in heaven (Matthew 18:10)
Spiritual Birthpangs
Being already aware that a "soul embryo" had to become a true baby and be born as a true Divine Man Child (Mature Soul), he looked for the Truth and worked hard on the inner ground, living intensely a thousand odysseys, investigating with other seekers of Truth.
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However, a terrible sense of sorrow accompanied him, along with a mysterious weight loss and increasing pain in the chest, despite he had never smoked, nor drank alcohol nor took drugs, being rather a young man involved in sports and sacred gymnastics.
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The young man started to include his voice in his music compostions, feeling the need to unlock shadows by means of chanting and self-expression, something which helped him overcome certain extreme introversion.
He even returned to the emerald island on 2008 to unfold the inner spiritual potential, facing challenges couragedly. And in the middle of the economic crisis he found himself getting by as a street musician, surviving with very little, testing universal laws through a personal inner life journey.
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Living under such pressure he had glimpses of what his soul came came for: experience utter chaos in order to help others get out of it, transmitting true Living Wisdom, making use of the own music compositions, memories and discoveries.
However, playing so many hours on streets and piers of Ireland, with very high levels of humidity and emotional distress, ended up bringing to surface a "health crises", forcing him to make a break and return to Spain.
He started to feel weaker and weaker, losing even more weight, eating as everyone else, too much starch mixed with sugars and animal fats or proteins to "cover up" inner voids.
Thus he overlooked how health declined each year, producing an inner disconnection and making life uphill, to the point that almost nothing he tried worked, except composing and playing music. Yet he even stopped singing and playing, since his vocal cords were not fine, the chest hurt and he got very tired; he barely had the strength to go back to work in the a bookstore and stationery, as done years before. And the few doctors he visited did not give answers. A doctor even said all was on his mind, due to "emotional stress".
Thus the "strange anxiety", "longing" and "sadness" felt since adolescence reappeared with great intensity, making him feel stuck inside, not fitting anywhere, distressed for not knowing how to handle the repressed Light.
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Under the Axe of Death Law
However, true Light of Being never abandons the true seeker. So in those moments the voice of divine Conscience made him investigate more deeply the Wisdom codified in the New Testament, discovering Hebrew Wisdom, both in its traditional Jewish form of Kabbalah and the forgotten Nazarene Essene view, which still carries flavors from the original teachings of Yeshua, without religious adulteration. Thus the young lad became intrigued with the Teachings concerning what prophets called Torah, as well as the Divine Name (Yhvh), around which there are many contradictory views, what intrigued me even more.
Unfortunately, instead of staying to investigate thoroughly, he was carried away by a restless spirit and decided to use remaining savings and return to Ireland to see if his head got cleared up starting a spiritual-musical project. And such uneasiness led him to an impasse, necessary for gaining understanding and deep healing.
2014 Practising Galician bagpipes, short before the intense health crisis
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From the very beginning of the trip all seemed to conspire against, showing adverse circumstances, taking him to the point where it should be, because everything works for good in those who love the Divine Being and his Loving Will. Although, in this deceptive world, an Iron Law was about to trigger a merciless test for the journeying soul.
An adverse wave against his plans started while returning to Ireland. A series of accidental events led him to make unnecessary efforts, starting to feel the painful consequences of an undisplaced fracture of femoral necks, which were already slightly fissured before his trip to Ireland. All of which was unknown to him at that time.
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Actually, he waited for some time living in a hostel, thinking the pain would go away. But being unable to walk without feeling huge pain, he dragged himself to the emergency services in a Public Hospital.
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Funningly enough, the doctor who saw him was called Derek, which in Hebrew can mean the ordinary path taken by the herd:
There is a way (derek) that seems right to the human;
but its end is the way of death (Proverbs 14:12)
Ironically, suffering a fracture, misdiagnosed by Mr.Derek, was part of the language of this fallen world, whose mechanical "mirror laws of cause and effect" act as correcting Axe, forcing souls to walk straight under a rigid Law or find the personal life path known in Hebrew as Netivah.
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Finding again this unique path of Life implied a long period of convalescence, weeks resting on bed, months of recovery, study and a strong internal confrontation full of realizations but also fears, anger, despair, insecurity, uncertainty... A lot had to be washed away in the inner temple, even views on the nature and purpose of this world, which has been hijacked by evil forces.
Now, before remembering his true personal path or netivah, he not only touched the bottom, but was forced to face internal and external demons, since some even manifested in the dark, trying to scare him in various situations. A test every Child of Light must undergo to overcome doubts and grow fully.
Although thanks to the Divine Son growig within, he understood that the greatest devils are the own undigested shadows. As Mr.Gurdjieff said, if you meet the devil, put that devil to meditate.
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Under Fire
Very often, the shadows that we do not see end up manifesting physically with an often fatal outcome. And so it happened when after a situation of low self-steem, fears in a world devoid of depth, resentment and remorse, he suddenly was thrown by the Spirit of Adversity from the Collective Unconscious, reacting negatively to criticism from family members and other people who attacked his views on reality, all of which lowered his defenses to the point of making him overdefensive, undergo¡ing a torment, as a drop causing a full glass to overflow: his whole body got filled with ezcemas, rashes, dryness, an itchiness that kept him from sleeping even two hours straight; allergic responses to clothes, food intolerances-especially starches, refined sugars, dairy and other fats, as well as intensification of old symptoms: ringing in the ears, chest pain, brain fog, cramps, intestinal inflammation, severe constipation and lympho-edema in the legs.
All messages that no doctor knew to unravel. Although all this reminded him of Job´s test:
Then the Adversary came out of the face of the Divine Verb (Yhvh), and wounded Job with painful sores from the sole of the foot to the crown of the head (Job 2: 7).
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So, in despair, looking as a true ecce homo, crucified adam, he intensified meditation, prayer, studying ways of rational fasting and frugal eating, being always guided to the answers received from the Master, studying His teaching.
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Throughout the intense research he was always convinced that the root was always spiritual. Although many of the symptoms coincided with the so called CIRS, Chronic Inflammatory Response Syndrome, associated with "mold illness". Mold infections mimmick almost all diseases. And certainly, some of the clothes he brought from Ireland had accumulated layers of green mold, as he had spent long days living in places with high levels of humidity in the island. Many people are affected by CIRS, and doctors rarely know what it is, because it simulates symptoms of all diseases.
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Yet, when connected to the Light of the Anointed One, divine suffering in our Conscience leads us to seek and rectify, opening us to the healing that comes from Spirit of Life that is not contaminated by human transgression.
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Develations in a Broken Heart
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Near is the Divine Verb to the broken-hearted;
and will save the contrite in spirit (Psalm 34)
This inner harmagedon brought unsuspected answers, even in the form of visions. Thus he was able to access the subconscious and even see the internal state of his organism.
But where did the problem come from? Even knowing its physiological nature, he knew the origin was spiritual. Something was even trying to block his Being of Light and steal his Crown of Life. Long years of experience confirmed this is part of the war that the Egoic Adversary makes against all Beings of Ligth. An attack symbolized by the slaughter of the innocents ordained by Herod, or King Hamsa in the story of Krishna, or the Dragon chasing the Woman with the Divine Child in her womb, as in the Book of Revelation 12.
To give an example of how Darkness operates towards those who start to wake up: while he was recovering from the serious state of health, there was a siege perpetrated by entities that tried to scare him while sleeping or going into sleep. Although he instinctively connected with the serene I Amness, recalling the Holy Father, and their attacks ceased immediately, since those forces cannot stand high vibrations of true loving Light.
Short after this, another experience surprised him: one day, right before waking up, he saw on the shelf of his room a little luminous figure, like a glowing holy virgin in prayer. And suspecting it could be deceptive, he relaxed, opening himself for a deep listening, elevating his soul vibration. Then came a pleasant smell of roses -as that described by yoguis, sufis and even worshipers of Mary. And the voice of an old woman whispered on his ears in English, saying that his sieges of darkness were due to a state of heart sickness he could not remember, for it started long ago. Then she put her hand inside his chest and he woke up in the middle of the darkness of the room, pondering on the message thoroughly.
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For some time he did not suspect anything strange, since he knew that part of the problem resided in the heart area. Two decades earlier, his sorrow and confusion reflected outside with a violent impact on his chest during a football match. From then onwards pain began to appear on his chest, especially when playing wind instruments or swimming. One day, during a state of deep sadness, he felt a great pang in the aortic area, as if something had burst. And that made him realize the need to manage the emotional energy to avoid ending up fulminated, like so many humans and mystics.
Many times he had been carried away by self-pity and bitterness feeling isolated, not being understood, as well as the fear of not being able to express what he came to express.
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Despite that experience, he wondered about the old lady: Why had she been so cryptic? What was her intention? Why so much paraphernalia? Did someone want him to return to a fallen religious feeling, submissive to an external Lord God?
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Precisely, he started to realize how the self-afflicting mindset, full of guilt and self-deprecation was instilled in humans under religious or politicized upbringing.
That same feeling kept the young man unable to handle great waves of sadness and sense of unworthiness, keeping him from manifesting true living Light from within.
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It took him some years to understand that the sense of inferiority coming from education and even the false religious conception of a Divine Justice that punishes the one who transgresses the Law, activates subconscious judgments that block all connection with Life.
The same applies to thinking on the Divine Being as an unattainable separate God. When the true Teaching speaks of a divine Being is Oneness (Ejad):
in Him we live, we move and we have our Being ... (Acts 17:28)
Not remembering this Truth generates excess os frustration, melancholy, bitterness, as well as the "groach" and "spirit of Adversity" towards oneself and the circumstances, all of which make people sick, leaving the organism in a state of fight or fly response.
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Understanding Evil Eye
Self-deprecative ideas and feelings of adversity embedded in the Unconscious was precisely why he began to experience constant criticism from others who basically mirrored his inner state.
His heart had been filled with confusion and a tremendous blockage of expression, difficulty to digest the darkness perceived around, including criticism. It was as if some "dark forces" that were not able to destroy his soul directly, tried to knock him down by throwing others against him, alluring him into the Dark Side, through what Hebrew Wisdom knows as Evil Eye or Ayn hara, one of the components of the Golden Calf idolatry that destroyed the divine Sons known as Israel, as well as Judeo-Christian believers who subject themselves to some Lord, regarding humans as a dirty rag.
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Trapped in this "evil eye", he even felt an intense grouch against religion, specially the system of Roman religion where many were miseducated in utter spiritual orphanhood.
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But this groach was something to let go. No negativity should take place on those with an active Divine Conscience, Anointed with Understanding, specially after so many years of inner work and study.
As the Hebrew sages pointed out, the evil eye or ayin hara and the perverse language or lashon hara is destructive idolatry, the religious Golden Calf worship that dominates the world. Something Master Yeshua also pointed out:
what comes out of the mouth, from the heart comes; and this contaminates man. For out of the heart come evil thoughts, murders, adulteries, fornications, thefts, false testimonies, blasphemies (Matthew 15, Mark 7).
Much responsibility falls on the vessel of the Divine Son dwelling within, since in the end He must develop, overcoming the cross of matter, responding with Love to the Truth of Life in Armonious Serenity. Not helping Him in this process, implies getting burnt under fallen genes that kill souls who left the Tree of Life.
That´s how he got the answers to passages meditated during the torments:
Judge not and you shall not be judged (Luke 6:37)
Do not grieve the Holy Spirit of God, with which you were sealed for the day of redemption (Ephesians 4:30)
He was wounded for our rebellions, crushed for our transgressions; for the sake of our peace the punishment fell on Him, but by His stripes we were healed (Isaiah 53: 5)
These Wisdom jewels reminded him of a deep truth: it is the Divine Conscience inside what feels hurt with transgressions, even with "negative subconscious judgments", all of which violate the Armonia of Life, since the Spirit of Life is incompatible with the Spirit of Adversity of this fallen world.
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For this reason he started to work on forgiving and feeling the pain without resisting, from all the subconscious areas of the body-psyche and the deeper spiritual unconscious. As the Master said to Peter (the rock in us): it´s necessary to forgive seventy times seven (Matthew 18), since many dark implanted tendencies from fallen personalities must be fully dissolved.
Thus he understood that protecting mind and heart from all surrounding darkness implies a new understanding of Reality, letting go of deep fears and insecurities above all. To live again from what Isaiah and other prophets called the Virgin Maiden of Conscience, the Divine Almah that gestates the Soul Anointed with Love for the Truth of Life in Armonía.
Following the thread of Conscience, without succumbing to the negativity of others, without trying to defend himself, without manifesting the internal rebellion against pain, through condemnatory judgments, typical of the sick moralizing, religious and political culture that dominates the world, he began to experience a deep healing that made deep torments cease immediately. Little by little he came from a condition which according to doctors can only be treated by medicines.
From all this he came to the conclusion that it is not enough to heal the emotional subconscious; it is necessary to heal the spiritual Unconscious, the throne of divine Being, usually hijacked by dark powers in those who strive for deeper spiritual realization. We´re are not servants nor slaves of a Lord God of this World, nor politicians or corporations.
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You are the Light of the Kosmos (Matthew 5:13)
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Why do you call me Lord, Lord and don´t do what I say (Luke 6:46)
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Remembering the ESSENCE of I AMNESS
This healing process led him to discover the true meaning of the Divine Name, which must be revealed on the individual way of self-discovery.
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What is really the meaning of YHVH?, he wondered over and over. He guessed it was not "Jehova", or "Yahve", or "Yahweh", since those "religious labels" in themselves mean nothing. The true anointed Mind makes clear it refers to an Action or Verb that channels the Divine Essence or I Amness, full of Loving Life. And this whole expression is codified in the spiritual level of the Torah, but only demonstrated by the Life and Teachings of Yeshua, who manifested:
I am the Way, the Truth and the Life...
my Serenity I give you, my Serenity I leave you (John 14)
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The full Hebrew form of the name Yeshua (Salvation), Yehoshua, really means: Salvation by the Loving Name-Personality emanated by the Infinite Unmanifested Being.
However, as we see in the Old Testamen the I Am can present itself in contradictory forms. Sometimes it is I Am merciful, sometimes it is I Am afraid, sometimes I punish... Why?
You will not take the Name in vain (Exodus 20)
Because the I AM makes real whatever it touches. If one feels with the mind, heart and body I Am misery, Misery comes true; if one feels I Am Pure Mercy, one becomes pure mercy; if one feels I open to Healing, without any unconscious doubt, so it happens.
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By studying the Hebrew and Aramaic background of the Scripture with this keys, it became obvious why the One Name turns into its opposite when repressed, as Love is faked as Evil.
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In the absence of this true Way, Love is replaced by Evil, Light is replaced by false light/kowledge. Life gets trapped, becoming false and artificial, and Serenity turns into a false enforced peace.
Thus the qualities of YHVH can be either the Iron Law of the Lord of this World, or rather the qualities of the Universal Father/Mother: Unconditional Love that opens space to the Light of Truth through Mother Life ad His/Her One Collective Son-Daughther, filled with Understanding and Serenity (Yerushalaim).
Hence the Divine Name is carried by the divine offspring, specially the Son Life that must be born within the feminine receptive loving essence, the "Maiden soul" known in Hebrew as Almah. All to purify the Fallen Adam that must be purified and reinserted into the Tree of Life.
Therefore, Yeshua is not simply a single Man, but a Collective Body, whose Head began to manifest 2000 years ago, and whose remaining Body begins to manifest in this Messianic Era.
This explains a confusing passage never clarified in religion: And you will name him Yeshua/Salvation because He will save his people from their transgressions (Matthew 1:21).
Not by chance the first Nazarenes, followers of Yeshua, were called Branches/Netzarim and The Way, in reference to the Truth manifested in our life, not the domain of external religion.
And so the Spirit of Truth and Life inspired by the Divine Son of God in the Kosmic Womb of Life, guided me, as a Head leads the cells of His Body.
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Unmasking the Spirit of Adversity and Lack
All these realizations led the young man to see how the subconscious of the masses is conditioned, with the promotion of conflict and disease by means food, pharmacological witchcraft and subliminal messages of adversity: fight against disease, fight against poverty, fight against violence, against lack, struggle for a job, buy this, you need that ...). All of which imprints an Evil Eye and drives people away from the Truth:
The Fullness of Being is my shepherd, I lack nothing (Psalm 23)
Every kingdom divided against itself is ravaged,
and every city or house divided against itself will not stand (Matthew 15:25)
So thanks to the strong intolerances and allergies that he experienced, he also came to understand why human food is unbalanced and used to cover up the sense of lack and emotional voids. After multiple studies and experiments he came to the conviction that processed products, including pasteurized milk and excess starches (especially cereals and legumes) increase acidity, mucus, appetite, inflammation and toxicity in the human body. A toxicity that consists mainly in the accumulation of mucus, which the Hebrew Wisdom calls "toxic fat", as well as certain mycotoxins that inhabit it, especially mold.
My people perish for lack of Knowledge (Hosea 4: 6)
After discovering these truths, the seeker understood that the lack of Instruction of Light leads to the deactivation or deregulation of the immune system, while the abuse of drugs against Life is the practice of pharmacological sorcery (mentioned in Galatians 5:20 and Revelation 9:21).
As he went deeper into the subconscious and unconscious, he was able to unmask all forms of witchcraft in "social education", "science", "politics", "external religion" and even "art", loaded with a deceptive language that reinforces the dream and spell of the human conscience, contributing to poverty, war and the increase of the so-called auto-immune diseases (cancer, diabetes, multiple sclerosis, skin conditions, etc).
All these findings explained many ailments, after years suffering characteristic symptoms of the so-called call autoimmune diseases (chronic fatigue, eczema, intestinal pain, intolerances ...). Signs that everyone rushes to eradicate without understanding their message, until they no longer have a solution.
Thus one concluded there are no autoimmune diseases, but "ego-immune infirmities", since the body does not attack itself randomly, but develops inflammatory processes due to the severity resulting from a state inherited division, struggle and transgression against Life (for more information see Vision section).
All sickness and plagues of death arise out Fear, Hatred or disordered Love, which behave like parasites, stealing the clothes of true Self-transcendent Love, Light of Truth, Spontaneous Life and Serenity, that confer us power to be healed developing our Divine Mission.
A tragedy that has been brewing since the kidnapping of the human soul, which mixed with this dark world before being prepared to assume its divine will.
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Recovering the Crown of Life
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Here, I come quickly; keep what you have,
so that no one takes your Crown (Revelation 3:11)
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Receiving the Spirit of Life that should govern the psyche and the body involves awakening, unmask all deceptions and abandon certain eating, mental and emotional habits, remembering that ...
Man does not live by bread alone, but by every Word-Speech (rhema) that comes from the mouth of the Divine Head (Deuteronomy 8, Matthew 4: 4).
Now, making changes on all levels during the healing process, including food, seemed to turn almost everyone around against, criticizing even the smallest detail about what one did or said.
During the process, the young lad also became familiar with mathematical methods of personality analysis and Hebrew psychotherapy, discovering useful ways of unraveling the structure of psycho-spiritual blocks and their psychosomatic manifestation, always under the Light of the Tree of Lives manifested by Yeshua, who unmasked all the deceptions of the world.
Unraveling what was behind all the entanglement of teachings and experiences took him several years of intense research and suffering, but only with the help of the Master could he reach effective conclusions, because no one gave solutions or definitive answers to my torments.
Finally, after many partial recoveries and strong relapses unto allergies and skin eruptions when on eating certain foods, came the key piece that had been forgotten. He recalled the voice of Being resonating stronger than ever: You are a harmonic of conscious willinful Love, Light, Life and Serenity in the midst of Darkness. Your origin and home is the unfathomable Eternal and Infinite Universal Being. In Him you live, move and have your Being. Where is your crown? Why don´t you wear it?
Once again, he became fascinated by this old paradox: earth or heaven, who am I?
Thus a new wave of hope brought him back to Life and began to reconnect him to a sense o Universal Divine Family, recalling this bond even in morning meditations and sungazing, releasing every fear and unconscious judgment into the space of the Divine Son within.
In this journey of realizations the young man became even a more conscious man, witnessing the tragic death of his mother, who suffered a stroke in 2019, and then the decline of his father, to whom he accompanied for years until his departure in 2022.
Another big lesson that helped to bring even more healing love to his heart.
In a sense everything was aid to the healing of a broken heart, and followed naturally.
To this day the vocal cord blocks disappeared, and since the inflammatory problems improve every day, and he no longer have severe allergy crisis, not even on hands. He can already play and compose as before. He feels filled with more energy, without episodes of deep sadness or anxiety; his body went came back to normal, being more aware of where weaknesses and limits are.
This web was born precisely as a result of that path in the midst of the soul birth pangs.
And now I invite the reader to continue investigating other sections. Who knows, maybe they can help.
I also leave at your disposal a Youtube Channel called Life ENArmonya and ENArmony dedicated to the feeding and healing of the soul, with weekly episodes. See section Blog with direct access to it.
In any case, remember that whatever your own Personal Song, you did not come to ask, but to share the seed of self-transcendent Love, Light of complete Truth, fullness of Life and deep Stillness.
Additional Formative Excursus
-Self-taught composer in piano, keyboards and flutes since 1996.
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-Researcher of Armonía and Sacred Math applied to Self-Knowledge since 1999.
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-Studies of Galician bagpipes with Pablo Pascual (1997-1998).
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-Studies of classical piano with David Trinchant (2002-2003)
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-Studies of piano jazz with Petko Petkov, Creative Music School (2004-2005) ​
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-Degree in Philosophy from the Complutense University (2006), specialized in Ethics, Phenomenology of Religion, Origins of Christianity and Philosophy of Science.​​
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–Specialised in Kabalistic Psychotherapy, from Shekina Institute in Madrid, 2017.
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–Studies of Turkish Music Therapy (2023-2024)
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–Studies of Arabic Oud and Medieval Music with Ramito Amusategui (2023-2024)​
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